Second Wind
I am writing again.
I found my second wind, and now I am picking up from where I should have left off. (Does that make any sense?) Instead of writing the book that I want to write, I am writing the book that I need to write.
Last night, while watching Reign Over Me, I had this revelation. I started to understand where I was in my life and why I was so bitter and angry. Before, I had blamed my wife and God and anything else that I could think of.
I was wrong. It was me…it was all my fault. I didn’t make anyone hurt me or betray me, but I did (and do) have control of how I deal with it.
I’m writing again.